Tired of life

I may have a herpes infection. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to today. Everything seems like a chore. Doing the laundry, cleaning the fucking house, noone to talk to, feeding the cats and cleaning out their litter box, massaging this one and that one. work, work, work. even working out seems like work anymore. it's just exhausting at this point. I'm so bored. I don't know what to do with my life. I have no motivation. I'm afraid to take on too much, but I have to do something with my life. Maybe working at a spa somewhere. i can't sit around bored, trying to post ads on craigslist that won't go through.