Drop Everything For Me, I'm Calling You

Today is Sunday. I took the Santiago Canyon bike ride of 32 miles again. The inner side of my right leg hurts. I think it's because I pulled the muscle awhile back, and it hasn't quite healed all the way. I came back to the clean the house and do the laundry. I got a call from a potential client today, but I acted unwilling in the tone of my voice to take it. I was in my cleaning clothes without make-up on and not really ready to take an appointment. It goes like that sometimes. There are a lot of times when I just don't feel like working. I feel angry and resentful sometimes, because I don't get called back by any of these people who say they will be back. I do get call backs sometimes, but not enough in my opinion. I do get tired of guys who don't want to schedule an appointment and expect you to drop everything at the last minute to accommodate them whether you are ready or not. It's real annoying to the point where I'm starting to not give a shit. I'm ready to just take the appointment and not be dressed up at all without make up on all messy and smelly from exercise or whatever. I mean these guys expect that I'm going to be sitting by the phone 24/7 with nothing else to do but wait on their call. Do they not know that I have other things to do in my life besides that and everytime I'm doing these other things is when they decide to call. It is a very frustrating and thankless job that I do. I feel unappreciated a lot.